I just need a little air. I'm not asking for much. Just enough. I know how to get air, I just need to breathe. Right now even the act of taking in air seems insurmountable. This is where my faith in God, my faith in something greater than I am, should be found. If I don't have faith that everything is happening to better my life then I will be consumed. Consumed by my own created mountain. I'm sure you all have felt this way. Feeling so overwhelmed by the perceived bad and that which is unknown. I wish I could consistently let go but it's hard. I get caught. Stuck in the same hole. Reacting the same way and hoping that will change things. I know it won't. I know I need another way.